Inspirations

As I search for my purpose in life I have come to one conclusion; I am not short on inspiration. There have been many possibilities for what lies ahead, and there still are. I think that's the problem. I know now, at the ripe age of 26, that I really can do and can be ANYTHING. I just need to know where I want to go before I start going at this point.







Lyrics for the song All I Can See by Brendan James (Video above):
I want to walk through this doorway
I want to open my mind
I want to pledge my allegiance to all I can find.
I want a car that will crash through the barriers
to a road no one knows.
I want to feel less control,
want to bend and I want to land far from home.
The revolution of the earth around the sun
is the perfect lesson of how it should be.
So if i cannot learn
to journey and return,
to never rest till I've seen all I can see...
I want to learn a completely new language,
one I don't understand.
I want to help someone lost, someone helpless,
with the strength of my hand.
I want to come to the base of a statue built
before they counted the years,
and there i'll fall with my face in my hands and cry
and feel their hope in my tears.
The revolution of the earth around the sun
is the perfect lesson of how it should be.
So if I cannot learn,
to journey and return,
to never rest till I've seen all I can see...
Train rides and pastures colliding...
colors and customs i've never seen...
I know I, yes I know I,
I know I will stumble
but time is precious my friend.
Those who journey can easily understand,
the more they see the more they'll learn,
the more that they will be.
So this I swear to you, and this I swear to me,
I'll never rest till I've seen all I can see.
No, I'll never rest till I've seen all i can see.
I want to know where the stength of a person lies,
in their past or their future.
Is it in the way that they hurt or they love themselves
or is it all an illusion?
I want to crawl from this skin that i'm painted in...
Body, please let it give.
I want to find the creator of all good things
and ask what it means to live.

There is are two inspirations not yet posted in this blog. Anyone who knows me knows without a doubt, knows who I'm speaking of. Derek and Landon. Landon inspires me to better for his future, and Derek inspires me with his past. He was about 29 when he discovered his calling. There is a comfort in that; knowing that I still have so much more growing to do, and I don't need to jump the gun at this moment to decide. I've got some time. Best of all, I've got support.



I suppose it all goes back to my favorite quote: "Don't ask yourself what the world needs. Ask yourself what makes you come alive, and then go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive."
I strive for confidence and a strong spiritual understanding of who I am.
I am grateful for all that I am, all that I am becoming.
I want to make a difference.
But what makes me come alive?

... the search continues.